Outside the Inner Circle

I miss my friends way too much right now.  I mean, MORE THAN EVER.  God, I mean, having a whole bunch of things to do, stress all over the place, feels like I have nobody.  Even though I have a lot of people, I just want to be with my friends again.  I want to go stargazing, I want to go to V-town just to mess around.  Go running around in the sprinklers and playing hide and go seek in the grocery stores.  Run around the parking lot while being pushed in shopping carts into trucks and playing man hunt while forgetting about people who are hiding.  I want to play freeze tag in the middle of the night and have those long walks in the dark knowing that we’re SAFE walking around.  We can’t do that here in Pomona, you might get shot or something.  Let’s go look for some buried treasure or just lie around in a Van.  Let’s crack some jokes and pick up lines and talk about everybody we know.  Figure out whose day it is because it’s never going to be mine.  But if it were my day, I’d just want to hang out with you guys.  Let’s go play some instruments or even sing on the karaoke.  Let’s sneak into rated R movies even though we’re legal.  Let’s TAKE PICTURES AT SCANDIA PLEASE!!  Run around the golf course playing tag.  Let’s play tennis and hit each other!  Let’s go trash can surfing.  Just kidding to both of those.  Let’s watch movies and wrestle!  Let’s forget about school because “we don’t need first period!!.”  Let’s DANCE in the moonlight!  At prom, as Unison, at winter formal, clubs, homecoming.  OH man it doesn’t matter!  Just having good ol’ times and having a blast.  Having water fights and falling asleep in cars looking up at the moon roof when it’s too cold because we love the starts THAT MUCH.  Let’s get lost while walking in the middle of the night and not even worry about it.  Who wants to be my date?  You’ll have to buy the food though…  Let’s go to Ontario, Rancho, anywhere!  I’ll even let you guys do the rock on me… maybe.  Let’s hide in our secret spot that makes us happy.  Forget about our troubles.  Let’s just keep reminiscing about the millions of things that we haven’t mentioned because it seems that all we have now are memories… Woompa guys, woompa… =(