So lets see, were like half way into school now since my last blog that was over a month ago...
Anyways, this time Ill just write about things that have been going on then maybe a little lesson or question that Ill contemplate on in the end.
The first four or five weeks of school were massive stressful, I could hardly handle myself. Too much going on with family, school, friends, Barkada, and all of that. I havent been going to church lately which is bringing me down hard. I got to go last week and it felt great except that I begin feeling so guilty that Im letting so many people down...
Anyways, beside that point, commuting is hurting me physically and emotionally. Eh, so much driving is getting me so tired, I hardly sleep anymore. I really thought that I was going to be able to get a townhouse in Pomona soon; but things arent going as good as I thought. Its totally fine, but there are just some things that made me realize that I may not be at the same level as some of my loved ones. I just dont want to make it too obvious with what I was saying...
... Even worse, I drank. TWICE this week. How bad is that? Im not the kind of person to do something like that at all, I guess there are too many things bothering me and Ive been needing some relaxation... I ended up talking about all my problems putting burdens on those who were listening. God, I hate when that happens, I hate talking about my crap. Im sure I could handle things on my own; so I didnt say a lot, just some minor things that are bothering me.
On a happier note, we have been working on this event called friendship games that happened on Oct 21rst. Of the thirty two schools that went, our very own BARKADA won the SPUF trophy. As a whole the entire club has been working hard on creating the props and the huge jail cell. It was amazing. I lost my voice now and its really hard for me to talk, I want to go karaoke now.
Cool two, we also started volleyball again! Finally, a great way to release stress since I cant really practice martial arts anymore... I lost some of my skills but Im sure it will slowly come back to me.
Cool three, I got an Ading. How tight is that? I adopted him after my volleyball game. We ended up drinking and going to a club that night with Barkada. Dont worry kids, Ive never been drunk, just buzzed. Not that its a good thing though... Only on special occasions I guess or I need to relieve some stress. Anyways, hes a cool ading, I think hes better at me at everything. Shoot, I won winter formal prince; he was King. Better than me at Guitar Hero, probably better than me at Piano also. I dont know about Mah Jongg yet, but well see how that goes. Poster making, yeah hes ten times better than me. Its kind of weird, Ive never had a younger brother, I dont know how to treat him. My younger sister, I just be crazy over protective, but a bro? Well, Im proud to have an ading now; its going to be fun.
Anyways dear reader, please do not bother talking to me about my blogs, cause I notice that when I post them up talking about me at a personal level rather than as questions, I get bombarded with questions from everybody. No discussing this, after all its supposed to be somewhat of an online journal.
Ive got a lot of homework due tonight so I have to get crackin on it, stay safe kids, and stay fresh.
Sigh, shes pretty... To be continued...
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