Hello world! I know, its been a long time since I wrote in this once again. Yeah, well, things have been awesome with me this past quarter. School wasnt too bad, I mean, it really kicked my butt towards the end. PACN was cool too, I had a small part but it was really nice having the whole entire bonding experience again with everybody. There was an after party, and I got messed up. Sorry to say, but I had maybe 18 shots that night. I knocked out in the car WITHOUT the keys in my hand, so that was a good one, I guess. Then there was also banquet this year. That was A LOT of fun. I won seriously like 5 awards, even though everybody thinks that I rigged it haha. No but really, the theme was disco and I had this whole entire get up ready for it, I forgot my shoes!! But Joel had an extra pair of black shoes that I borrowed. I was actually really sad that night, it was our last night as an E-board team. The new board was being passed on. So thus it was the end of Babe-E-board. It was a great year and Ill never forget everything weve gone through with each other. The good times, the bad times, and always sticking it out with each other. I am really sad that we arent going to be seeing each other as often now, but we still have our R and R retreat! Thats going to be a lot of fun. Still though, its a little different now that we dont see each other every week. Its alright though, Im sure that we will soon get used to it. Too many memories. Congratulations to the new board! They are going to have a great year! Now vacation has started, Im most definitely going to try my best to help out the new board. As well as relax and spend some large amounts of missed time with my inner circle. Its been too long. My family is seriously pressuring me to get a job, and I do want one. Ive already had an interview with Hollister but it doesnt seem like Im going to get the job, Ill look for another job someplace else then. But yes, things have been pretty awesome with me. There are thousands of other things that I want to say, but I cant mention or Ive forgotten. Most likely though I cant mention as of now. Its good things though, really good things.

Sorry for all the late posts, I hardly ever post any blogs now. Things are going GREAT for me! Im so happy right now and am usually in a good mood. Ive got a lot of school work granted, but that is the usual thing. Barkada is working me like crazy again, its all good though. PACN is coming up again this season and I got a really important monologue. Im pretty confident with it, except that I need an accent with it! Its going to be wierd. Haha, but I can keep working on it, Ill be fine. The year is almost over for me on E-Board. Somewhat excited but somewhat sad as well. Excited that I wont have as much work anymore and I can finally get a job to earn money, but not so excited that Im not going to be able to hang around with 13 of my favorite people. Life goes on and Ill still keep in touch with them. We did an awesome job this year and were going to end the year strong! Ill keep you guys updated with what Im doing, but as of now its just late night PACN practices and school. Im going to udpate my myspace soon, in fact, Ive already updated some of it ;-]. Check it out if youre bored and see if you can find out where I updated it. Ill keep in touch!

Things are better than ever.

Life is good.

Word man. However, life is busy. Things are most definitely picking up. Better with friends, better with family, better with situations, better with school, better with stress, better with everything. No problems, but life is still busy. STRESS is over with Sportsfest, but things are coming up fast right after! Have a lot of things to do with PACN coming up. I have a lot of practice every night and a lot of homework along with that. But things are going great with me. So as for that last blog, dont worry. Im sure that Life is Good. Make life how you want it to be. You want it to be good, let it be known. Happiness is only for those who try to reach it. There are those who are willing to help too. Thank you to them. Stay strong my friends.

**EDIT, this post was made at night

Its funny, as the day moves on, I feel SO much better. I guess, feelings over react when things seem down. At the end of the day, things seem much better.

Im planning to take twenty units this quarter by the way. Yeah. Im ok. Time to get busy once again!

**EDIT, this post was made in the afternoon

Well, it seems that when things start out as going up; sooner or later things begin to go down. Happy about somethings, not so happy about others. So I got straight As this quarter. Rock on! I can check that off of things to do from my new years resolution. Im really happy about other things too; things that cant be spoken.

But it seems that there are more things that are bringing be down than bringing me up. That house that I was supposed to move into since last year doesnt seem to be happening anytime soon. Im stuck. I dont know where to go. Maybe I should just sleep in the car… whatever. And then that whole family thing. Like I said, it SUCKS. Always bringing me down. Always. I dont seem to be very close to my siblings or my parents. I guess two siblings are bound to be more closer than another. Thats how it works I guess. And so I stayed with my Mom while she went to work at Sherman Oaks. I thought it would be cool; bounding time you know? For some reason it felt awkward for me. Im sure my brother and sister could do it anytime without a problem. I should feel happy when I see my family, I should feel relieved; but lately for some reason it just feels awkward. And then they dont understand how much work I do. All I do is work hard to impress them and all they could do is ask me to work harder because things arent always going to be easy for me. First, things are NEVER easy for me. Second, how could I do more work? Ive worked already so hard as it is and I barely have the energy to drive. I cant sleep. Theres no time for that! And Im in uncomfortable conditions when I do have time! So I have to work harder? Get a job? Is it that hard for them to see that Im working hard? So Im not getting money out of it; doesnt mean that Im not working hard. I cant stand it sometimes. I guess thats why Ive been getting annoyed lately. Because they dont understand how much Im working and they expect me to do more.

Things are going ok for me right now. Not the best. Just ok. I have only one place where Im relieved and relaxed and excited to go to. And even there Im the only one messing up. But thats my only source of happiness right now; and its the most important thing that I have. The thing that I love the most. I hope I stop messing up. But I know it will always be there; no matter what. Lets hope that things pick up within the next couple of weeks. Ill try to work harder.

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Wow, so I know that Im way behind with posting blogs. Its just that Ive been so busy with everything lately that I havent had the time to place everything down! Well, a lot has happened these past couple of months since December.

School Started! Im hoping for that 4.0. I dont think that Im going to get a 4.0, but I am hoping for straight As because Ill be happy with that too. Things are going ok with that goal right now. I have As for sure in three out of five classes. Lets hope that things pick up in the end!

Barkada is freaking crazy right now. Its taking over my life and is taking over me. I have so many things do with the club right now that I hardly have any time to think! I know that there are some other board members who are just as much, if not, more stressed than me right now. All I can do is continue working and hope that things turn out fine in the end! Things are going ok with it, more and more things just keep coming up though. Everything will be fine in the end hopfully.

Friends and family are going well. Im spending more time with friends than family which may or may not be a good thing. I mean, Im having fun, but than again Im losing more time with family. Im hardly home on the weekends and come home really late during the weekdays. Im moving in to my new townhouse soon, Im sure that it is going to be a great experience! I got to hang out with the inner circle a few days ago. There are several parties that weve gone to with each other. But yes, friends are going pretty well as of now.

Anyways, Im not going to go in depth with everything that Ive been doing these past weeks, just know that I am UNBELIEVABLY happy right now. Things could not be better than how they are now! Hopefully they will stay that way. Ill try to keep you guys updated on my life, but right now, Ive got some thing s to do. Lets see if I will be able to update this later!